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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

and someone once said to me ..

I'll be your strength to carry on, I'll be the light guiding you along. If ever you feel you're all alone, look into the sky, you know that's where I belong. :)

my dear cherubs .
where did you go ?
i miss your tagging .
=/

yi zhang xiang le hen jiu cai neng kan tou de ling wu.

The essence of who you are may not be accurately communicated right now -- the external is overshadowing the internal. If you are in a mood to hide a bit from the world (or keep everyone guessing), then enjoy this convenient camouflage -- even though it is keeping you separate from people. But if you are aching for the world to know who you really are, then shed your skin and start acting more like you feel. In the end, this is the more self-affirming way to go.

RIGHT !
o.o

these wounds dont seem to heal. this pain is just too real. there's just too much that time cannot erase..

hahaah .
i'm extracting random stuff .
from random places .
HMM .

well your never gonna find it..if you're looking for it..won't come your way..well you'll never find it...if you're looking for it..

and it's all in how you mix the two..
and it starts just where the light exists..
it's a feeling that you cannot miss..
and it burns a hole..
through everyone that feels it..

HAHA OMG .
this has so got to be one of the best paras i ever wrote .
=X

"hahas. yeah.
i need awakening again.
maybe..
its just part of the..
uh. process.
that leads to a..
communication breakdown between my heart ..
AND my useless mind.
which would probably sooner or later..
lead to the mental and physical breakdown of the useless owner..
due to the "cannot be repaired" damage..
caused from this mental torture.
woohoo! life rocks. totalllyy.."

dont you so agree with tht !?!?
=x

"somethings yoo've just gotta learn ta accept and not think so much.. somethings.. are just meant to be handled that way. safer. less hurt. somehow? not too sure bout that though. haha. yeah. i'm muttering rubbish. woohoo. elephants sitting on me. *deflates_"
i so should have went to read this yesterday .
HAHA . =x

"lolx. xin tong xin luan xin fan xin suan. lol. tsk tsk.. *pity my heart?* rawrs." HAHAHAA . hmm .

OHOH .
nice poem . ((:

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

sitting here for hours just listening to the rain..waiting for the showers to disapear..i'm losing track of time it's been going on for days..at times like these i can't believe the sky will clear..

OH HOW WUNNERFOO LIFE IS !
haha .
okay .
this entry is just extrememly random .
don't read too deep into it .

MAIMAI . x)

;elysium.
4:45:00 PM